On life, love and everything in between...
On my flight to Kuching (where I had to transit to get to JB:P), I saw this really cute guyu who reminded me so much of XXX...who i used to have a huge crush on:P I havent heard from him in a pretty long time... and seeing the cute guy on the plane kinda made me miss him...sigh...I think he will always be one of the "What Ifs" of my life...how things could have been between us if we had gotten together or sumthing...sigh...:P
I think guys are so...puzzling. When you are brave enough to actually tell them you like them they kinda get scared away...and yet when you just give them subtle hints, they just don't get the point until you get tired of waiting for a miracle or a cinderella story to happen...so you tell yourself "ok he is not interested! Let's just move on heart before you start hurting again..." and you do...you do...
Or maybe it's just me:P I am terrible at the playing hard to get game...I just don't get it, what's the point of not letting someone know that "yes I do like you and I would love to spend time with you?" I just love people...and love...it's an unlimited commodity...I don't think there is such a thing as saving your love for someone special...just love your friends & family as much as you can, and when the right person comes along, there is no fear that I cannot love that person even more, because love is a limitless commodity, and it is within my capacity to love you more, never less...
Of course so far I haven't found anyone who thinks this way:P which is why I suppose, everyone is mine..but no one truly is...
