Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Fantabulous Xmas!!! :)

Sing to the tune of "The 12 Days of Christmas" :) But there are more than verses:P If you don't want to read the whole lot, just read the last paragrapghfor the gist of my whole fantabulous Xmas experience then ;)

On the day before christmas my OC gave to me,
An Xmas Trip to Sentosa Island

On the day before Christmas my OC gave to me,
A dip in the sea,
and an Xmas Trip To Sentosa Island.

On the day before Christmas my OC gave to me,
A ride down the waterslide,
A dip in the sea,
and an Xmas Trip To Sentosa Island.

On the day before Christmas my OC gave to me,
A magic fountain free show,
A ride down the waterslide,
A dip in the sea,
and an Xmas Trip To Sentosa Island.

On the day before Christmas my OC gave to me,
Photo taking!!!
A magic fountain free show,
A ride down the waterslide,
A dip in the sea,a
nd an Xmas Trip To Sentosa Island.

On the morning of Christmas my OC gave to me,
A glass of sparkling juice,
Photo taking!!!
A magic fountain free show,
A ride down the waterslide
,A dip in the sea,
and an Xmas Trip To Sentosa Island
.
On the morning of Christmas my OC gave to me,
A blue bear from Wei Ling,
A glass of sparkling juice,
Photo taking!!!
A magic fountain free show,
A ride down the waterslide,
A dip in the sea,
and an Xmas Trip To Sentosa Island.

On the morning of Christmas my OC gave to me
My foot stepped on in rugby,
A blue bear from Wei Ling,
A glass of sparkling juice,
Photo taking!!!
A magic fountain free show
,A ride down the waterslide,
A dip in the sea,
And an Xmas trip to Sentosa Island.

On the morning of Christmas my OC gave to me
,A tumble in "police & thief"
A foot stepped on in rugby,
A blue bear from Wei Ling,
A glass of sparkling juice,
Photo taking!!!
A magic fountain free show,
A ride down the waterslide,
A dip in the sea,
and an Xmas Trip To Sentosa Island.

On the morning of Christmas my OC gave to me,
A nap under stars,
A tumble in "police & thief"
A foot stepped on in rugby,
A blue bear from Wei Ling,
A glass of sparkling juice,
Photo taking!!!
A magic fountain free show,
A ride down the waterslide,
A dip in the sea,
and an Xmas Trip To Sentosa Island.

On the morning of Christmas my OC gave to me,
A Burger King breakfast,
A nap under stars,
A tumble in "police & thief"
A foot stepped on in rugby,
A blue bear from Wei Ling,
A glass of sparkling juice,
Photo taking!!!
A magic fountain free show,
A ride down the waterslide,
A dip in the sea,
and an Xmas Trip To Sentosa Island.

On the morning of Christmas my OC gave to me,
My first bike ride,
A Burger King breakfast,
A nap under stars,
A tumble in "police & thief"
A foot stepped on in rugby,
A blue bear from Wei Ling,
A glass of sparkling juice,
Photo taking!!!A magic fountain free show,
A ride down the waterslide,
A dip in the sea,
and an Xmas Trip To Sentosa Island.

On the noon of Christmas my OC gave to me,
Book shopping in Singapore,
My first bike ride,
A Burger King breakfast,
A nap under stars,
A tumble in "police & thief"
A foot stepped on in rugby,
A blue bear from Wei Ling,
A glass of sparkling juice,
Photo taking!!!
A magic fountain free show,
A ride down the waterslide,
A dip in the sea,
and an Xmas Trip To Sentosa Island.

On the night of Christmas (half of :P) my OC gave to me,
A dinner in KFC,
Book shopping in Singapore,
My first bike ride,
A Burger King breakfast,
A nap under stars,
A tumble in "police & thief"
A foot stepped on in rugby,
A blue bear from Wei Ling,
A glass of sparkling juice,
Photo taking!!!
A magic fountain free show,
A ride down the waterslide,
A dip in the sea,
and an Xmas Trip To Sentosa Island.

On the day after Christmas my OC gave to me,
A throat without a voice (June's curse:P)
A dinner in KFC,Book shopping in Singapore,
My first bike ride,A Burger King breakfast,
A nap under stars,
A tumble in "police & thief"
A foot stepped on in rugby,
A blue bear from Wei Ling,
A glass of sparkling juice,
Photo taking!!!
A magic fountain free show,
A ride down the waterslide,
A dip in the sea,
and an Xmas Trip To Sentosa Island.

On Christmas Weekend of 2004,
my OC gave to me:)
Wrestling-like rugby games,
Profanities & fingers,
Light in the dark moose antlers,
Santa's little elves' hats,
Scary santa masks,
Even scarier "Santa Beggars"
Memories & jokes,
SUnshine & blue skies...
Dreams & wishes,
Love, warmth and laughter,
Big Hugs & kisses,
And the best Christmas Trip Ever!!! :D

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

Of Proms and Farewells...

Movies and TV shows always shows the Prom or Farewell Party as a magical night in a girl's life...a night one looks forward to, a night she will never forget all her life...

So why am I just simply refusing to go to my Farewell Prom?

Not for lack of persuading and cajoling I tell you..these few days my coursemates and housemates have been doing nothing but bugging me about joining my course's Farewell Party...

"Last year already mah...when will we ever have the chance of being together again?"

ANd yet..I don't know, I just don't feel like going :P.ANd it might seem cold-hearted of me, but I just don't feel touched or guilty by the"last year already" excuse. I just don't feel it is a strong enough justification for me to attend the farewell prom...

I don't know, maybe it is just a feeling of Farewell Proms (based on previous experiences)never really gives me the magical feeling of love and warmth that it supposedly should give (since it is a gathering of all your friends together and such..)

Instead I always kind of feel left out and alone, like I don't really belong :P

Of course I have never been famous of my close relations with my coursemates, in some ways I guess I can be considered one of them loners, never belonging to any particular cliques,spending more time with other friends than my coursemates...which is why I feel somewhat awkward among them sometimes I guess...

And I feel, like I just don't buy the whole "last year mah" thing...We have so many times and years before this together, why do we have to wait for a Farewell Prom to realize how much we love each other and build and strengthen relations between us? I don't know I guess that just doesn't work for me you know?I don't need a prom to let people know how special they are to me...I have every day to do that,if only I want to..

My coursemates think it's the money (too expensive) or the clothes (nothing to wear) which are common heard excuses from other people who are not going...but it is not that, it is so not that...Gosh I know more than anyone a lot of things don't really matter, as long as you have the heart and will to do it, you will always figure out some way of getting what you want:P but it's just that...I know that if go,my heart won't be there at the farewell itself...it just won't be there...

Another thing I don't like about Farewell Proms is the unspoken Beauty pageant thing:P Of course everyone compliments each other saying you're so beautiful and all that, and I am sure most people mean it, but still everyone is still wishing and thinking they are the most beautiful one or someting you know? And this kind of feeling hangs particularly thick in the air when like me, you come from a faculty that is 80% girls, so the farewell proms will alwaysbe full of swishing dresses and grand hairdos that are subtly trying to outdo each other :P...

Maybe everything just seems a bit too fake and unreal for me sometimes...sigh...

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

The Magic that is John Mayer :)

(Written 5.08pm on 14/12/04)

I wonder what do guitar players hear when they play...?

I am listening to Disc 1 of "As/Is", John Mayer's new concert album that I justbought this afternoon, and this particular song that I am listening to is a bluesy-rocksong called "Come Back To Bed", a nice laidback song about a guy (John) who is askingfor his girl to cool down and "Come Back My Bed" after a lover's quarrel...Very sexy ;)

And in this concert version its extremely extended with an amazing bluesy guitar solo (all 11+ minutes of it:P),and I realize what a great guitar player John Mayer is, simply because he plays guitar that makes me feel as ifits speaking to me, and I can totally feel the emotions behind it:P...

I know it sounds corny, but this guitar solo is really making me smile...It's so quirkyly cuteand amazing at the same time...

John says to the audience :"YOu know what she says to me?", and he starts playing this long, high, kinda whinyguitar solo, and I can suddenly so imagine the girl saying things like :"YOu never listen! You always do that etc etc..."

And then JOhn says to the audience...something along the lines of:"...I knew she was right...I always do that...always full of s***...so I go to her and say", and then he starts playing another guitar solo, a deep, more sombre one, and you can justimagine him all droopy-eyed and saying :"Baby I'm sorry, you're right, I shouldn't have done that..."

Amazing...maybe it's just me, but I honestly can see the picture that he is trying to paint with his guitar :)...And only John Mayer does that to me so far...for someone who is so clever with words, at that moment John doesn't needwords to convey the feelings of "Come Back To Bed", just his music :)...

The only other time I felt as if a music has 'spoken' in that way, was when I heard an old old song by Louis Armstrong, and the way he played the trumpet...it was a voice of its own :)...

So i wonder...if I could hear the emotions and feelings in that solo, what do guitar players hear when they play?What are the words spoken? What are the expressions on their faces when they say it...?

I remember reading before in the novel "Midnight in The Garden of Good & Evil", a quote on musicians...I can't really recall it, but it went somewhere along the lines of..."Musicians are gifted people...touchedon the shoulder by angels from heaven...so that they may touch other people too.." or something like that..

I remember reading that line and thinking of Hanson, and now I think of that line while listening to John Mayer now...Just but a few minutes of his music today, and he is able to put a smile on my face, and I don't even know him nor him me...How much profoundly can you touch a person's life than that? :

Monday, December 13, 2004

1 NIght in Zouk KL

Yup..my story isnt over yet:P

After that brilliant Hanson performance, the guys (the exact same ones who went on and on about HAnson but came anyway..ugh!) INSISTed in going to Zouk KL so, what choice do I have? After all, I was following my friens's ride and she was joining as well so...

Anyway for those who don't know, Zouk KL is supposed to be the most happening nightspot in KL...its pretty new, and looking at the outside, it really does look pretty impressive :)... A shining, colour-changing globe that is nestled at the foot of the beautiful and brilliantly-lit Petronas Twin Towers :)...

Now I am not much of a clubbing person, in fact, I don't like it at all:P All the smoke, and the thumping music that I can't even bop my head to, leat alone dance to:p...I remember I even slept in a nightclub once, I was so bored (plus I had a splitting headache:P), to the shock and horror of JC ("This girl can sleep ANYWHERE!") :P

So you would understand if I was not really looking forward to the Zouk outing, despite the place being famous and all, but went I did, and it turned out to be quite a different experience :)...

It turns out that that night was actually "Ghetto Heaven", so the DJ was playing songs from the likes of Usher, Destiny's Child, Kelis etc...your regular Hitz.Fm Staple :) Not bad really and I thought the music was really good...at least tunes that you can dance to! :) And the best thing was that the DJ didnt play the whole song, he usually played until the 2nd chorus or something and then played a new song....so people never got bored with the same song and just kept on dancing ....And the DJ says something like "Now let's get bak to old skool!" and they started playing some older songs...(more like Mix FM now:P)..but the songs were still very good to groove to...like "Jump", and "Play that Funky Music White Boy"...even Queen's "We Will Rock You" that everyone sang along to ;)...

Lesson #1 : I finally understand how people can spend hours and hours clubbing...cuz the songs keep spinning...and you keep on dancing ;)....

And it was a good and sporting crowd..you know that part that goes "ay-o-ay-o-ay-o" in Jamelia's "Superstar"? Well, the whole crowd sang that part cuz the DJ purposely turned off the music when that part comes along...it was amazing...and they did the same thing with the Queen song, and also Nelly's "Hot In Here", which was a big crowd favourite judging from the reactions :P...

Lesson #2 : I finally understand how people can get high and have fun in this kinda place...when the crowd is right and the atmosphere is there, fun is so very infectious in the sea of people :)

So, yup a club that played good music (in my opinion:P). But I guess it was for that night only cuz normally they played techno music (I heard)...the DJ that night was actually Joe Flizzow, one half of the local Malaysian hip-hop duo Too Phat, and I think another DJ was a guy from RuffEdge (another local hip-hop outfit)...so I guess I am kinda lucky I stumbled in on a "Ghetto Heaven" nigh (hmmm...I don't really fancy the name though ;P)

And I did loads of one of the things I like to do : People Watch.

It's really urban Malaysia I guess...a side that I never saw...it was like a scene from the movies..all these people in their great clothes and dancing like there's no tomorrow....I remember there was this guy with an Afro in baggy tracksuit looking outfit waving his arms and rapping along to fatman scoop...these 2 ladies in flowery tube dress standing on a table dancing to "Lose My Breath" by Destiny's Child...probably some guy's wet dream or something:P...and this guy all in red with these fancy shades (isnt the place dark enough already?:P)... So yeah..it was..really like a scene from the movies:P...

But you know how in movies there is this handsome guy who catches you eye from across and you feel the electric running between you? SO did not happen:P

BUt there was something about Zouk that I totally cannot stand-
The smoke.

Gosh I didnt know so many people smoked!!! It was a veritable chimney :P And when I got back I could smell smoke on me wverywhere...my hair (needed 2 washings + conditioner to get the smell out!), my jeans, gosh even my bra! Ugh...I can't believe it...and yes, naive as it may sound, this is the side of Malaysia I have never seen, excessive smoking :P

So..after my 1 night in Zouk, I figured...I will never be a part of the "In" crowd:P

After all, if being part of the "In" crowd includes stuff like smoking, going clubbing everyday,dancing till dawn and getting really really drunk...and not being a HAnson fan... I don't think I want to be part of the 'In " crowd:p

I'd rather stay at home (in my smoke-free clothes thanks very much), and read a good book while listening to some Hanson songs ;))

Boring? Maybe...but just me:P




Hanson ROCKS!!!

(Written 8.45pm 13/12/04)

Hmmm...let's see, how many times I have told my story of going for the Hanson show to close frineds?

Well, let me see...1, 3, 5! % people have heard my story and how I fell in love with HAnson
all over again on the night of 9th December 2004 at Hard Rock Cafe :D

I arrived at Hard Rock a little afte 10pm ( a bit later than planned after having dinner
with some losers, see previous blog for more details:P), and surprisingly, I actually managed to get a
good standing spot. The thing is Hanson performed in the middle of a square surrounded by 4 reserved
counter where people can sit and drink, and I got to stand at the corner of one of the right counter.

From my view I got to see mostly their back & side profiles, but due to a really big storoke of luck
(maybe the Guy up there really likes me & i never knew?:P), I actually got to see Taylor and Zac very very
clearly most of the show:)...

Tay's keyboards was facing the counter that I was leaning on so ya, everytime he was doing his thing
and tinkling them ivories, I got to see his face very very clearly...down to the 2-3 strands of hair that
was hanging loose from his ponytail:P And yes, for every every single person who ever thought
what a good-looking guy he is, YES I can confirm he is THAT gorgeous:)

ANd that was one of the things that struck me:P Hanson really do look good, if not better, than in their pictures:P

Ok ok, tell you the truth, the 3 things that ran through my mind when I first saw them (really up close
actually because, surprisingly lucky of me, I was standing beside the entrance to the square they were
performing:P), in this particular order, was:

1) They are taller than I thought :)

2) Damn! They are so damn good-looking!!! I can't believe it!!! I thought it is just photos that
have been made to look flattering (you never know with these artistes do you? It just might
be loads of make-up and stuff:P) but these guys are super-cute!!! :)

3) They are so so so so so so so much more talented than I give them credit for (and THAT is saying a lot
cuz I have puji their talents until cannot be puji anymore:P)

Anyway, back to how I actually got to see them clearly most of the show:P
Zac (who surprisingly was the favourite that night, lotsa "ZAC!!!!" screams) got a lot a lot
of screams:P especially from the people who were sitting behind teh back counter, so I guess to accomidate them
Zac turned around in his swivel chair and sat in that position the whole noght , so lucky me!
He was facing me the whole night :)...

The only HAnson I couldn't see much of (mostly his side profile:P) was Isaac, who incidentally is my
favourite HAnson ( my love for guitar playing guys started with him :)), so I thought it was a pity
I cant really see him playing his guitar...especially when he did his guitar solo, but I am not complaining,
cuz it was a great show all the same :)...

WOuld have been better if there weren't so much screams though (rolls my eyes..)
I mean seriously, you come to watch them PERFORM and sing songs, shouldnt you be
LISTENING to them while they were playing?
Did I scream??? OF course, but not DURING the songs! :P I screamed in between-lah...I want to
hear them sing live man! But unfortunately this sentiment is not shared by waht, 99% of the crowd,
so there I was straining to hear them sing & play their instruments above all the "ZAc!!!" "Taylor!!!" of
the night....

While most noise and screams were annoying, the comments from the girls beside me was just plain cute & funny:P
You remember that from my angle I could see Zac very very clearly the whole night?
So the girls beside me (whose fav HAnson is probably ZAc, if he wasnt before, he sure was that night:P) could
see him clearly as well, so practically the whole night, I could hear (said quite breathlessly)

"Oh my Gosh!!! He's SOOOOOOO cute!!! COmel SIAL!!!! Nak cubit-cubit!!!!!"

( And yes I do admit that Zac with his constant smile, messy hair & rocker attitude when playing
the drums - really "feng tau" in action I tell you:P, is very irresistible, and yes those chubby
baby fat that hasnt gone away do make one want to cubit-cubit him:P AT the very least, I think he will
be very nice to hug:) Very teddy-bearish:))

BUt despite the screams and such, it was a great show, and those guys can really really play live :)
They sound really good and there are not much glitches ( like suara sumbang, not enough breath:P etc)
that you might sometimes hear in live performances :)...

They covered materials from all three albums, "Middle of Nowhere", "This Time Around" and also
the newest album "Underneath". As I had hoped, it was largely an acoustic show, which gave several
songs a different twist as compared to the album version :).

Some highlights of the show for me included :

"You Never Know"
- This is the 1st song from "This Time Around", and it has always been a so-so Hanson
song to me. It's considered a mid-tempo song, no too fast & not too slow either, but when they
performed this song live that night, my reaction was :"WOah!!!!!"
They totally "rocked" up the song and yes, this was one of the Zac "feng tau" moments :)
Taylor's intro on the piano gave it a really Motown feel and for awhile I thought they
were gonna do a cover song from the Jerry Lee Lewis or Elvis Presly era, but when they got
into this song, it totally blew my mind :P Suffice to say, I now see this particular song
from Hanson in a totally new light ;)

"Where's The Love"
- Yup, before the Black-Eyed Peas made this song, Hanson has already asked this million-dollar
question, "Where's The Love?" :) It was the follow-up single after MMMBop in 1997 from their 1st album...
This was another song that I didnt recognize instantly (that's why I was hoping for an acoustic set,
to hear the songs in a different way ;)), and though it was sung acoustically. but the head-bopping,
feet-tapping factor was still there :)....and I suppose, the question and the lyrics is still, perhaps even more so,
relevant today in 2004 than in 1997...

* Sample Where's The Love lyrics (and YES they wrote this too when they were THAT young:P I told you these guys are talented!):
" Where's the right in, all of our fighting? Look at what we're doing?
Where's the Love? It's not enough, it makes the world go round and round..
Dark clouds all around, lightning rain pouring down, waiting for the bright light to get through,
You've got to change your point of view, if you want the skies blue..."

The funny thing about this performance was that Ike (Isaac) actually forgot to sing the song (the above lyrics :P)
on time...I was waiting and wondering "Why hasn't he started singing?" when I saw him giving Tay this weird kinda smile
and I knew:p He forgot his lyrics...but they covered it up very very nicely...they just finished playing that particular
bar before repeating it and going into the bridge of the song:P SO actually to someone who is not familiar with the song it won't
sound wrong at all:P

"Ain't No Sunshine"

- This is a cover song, I am no really sure who sings it but I know it's an old, bluesy rock song :)
ANd you know what? This was probably the song I enjoyed the most simply because I could HEAR them:P
People weren't singing along and sceaming as much because they didn't know the song haha:P...
I really really liked this song :) More so because Ike did the lead vocals, and you know what?
He really shone as a lead vocalist :)
A lot of people don't know this, but Ike and Zac has sang lead in their songs, not just Taylor.
I always knew Ike has a great voice, but I think live it really shows how strong and, uhm, Man his vocals are :)
So when he sang this song...oooh,shivers :) You can practically FEEL his pain baby cuz there
'aint no sunshine when she goes away...' ;)

And I love love love the keyboard & guitar solo on this song! Love love love it...

The way Tay was concentrating on the keyboard when he did his solo? It reminded me of Maksim:P and there
were those strands of blond locks that were touching the keyboard....This fellow is gorgeous I tell
you, I cannot imagine how handsome his son Ezra will be when he grows up (especially when Tay's wife Natalie is
actually a model, gosh the child is blessed with beautiful genes!:P)

"Where Do You Go"

- This is fron the 3rd album, and is the kind of song that kind of grows on you...
It was not an instant favourite of mine, but soon I found myself singing along to the
chorus and I was gone by then:P

It was a highlight for me, because even though I couldnt really hear much of this song, it was the 1st time I saw,
and the only time that night, that all the 3 brothers all played the guitar together :)
For me, the girl with the penchant & soft spot for guitar playing guys,
to see all 3 Hansons playing guitar together? Ahhhh....heaven :)

Other songs that were played included :
"MMMBop" (which got the most screams:P),

"Deeper" ( Ike showcasing his mettle on lead vocals again ;)),

"If Only" (Instantly recognisable when Tay played on the harmonica)

"This Time Around" (Anthemic but not enough punch as compared to the performance
in their "UNderneathe Acoustic Show", I think its the crowd, too much screaming
so they can't really feel the song to sing along:P)

"Underneath" ( Zac plays the harmonica and gets a lot a lot of screams:P)
"Love Song" ( Another Ike song which I thought was a surprise choice, but the beauty of the poignant lyrics were lost amidst the screams :( Agh!!! Damn those screamsters!)

"Lost Without Each Other" (ROck Rock Rock!!! :D)

"With You in Your Dreams" (Written for their late grandmother...great crowd song when Tay
asked us to sing along at the "Oh Oh " part..but again, poignancy of song..lost in screams:P)

and as an encore performance, "A Song To Sing", a great great ballad to sing
acoustically and live :)...

I think there were other songs...maybe I forgot I can't remember:P

ANother highlight of the night, though not courtesy of HAnson:P was when I heard the
girl behind me said :
"Hey their music is good-lah. I want to get their album"

Instant gratification I tell you to hear that and to know that at least this once,
Hanson's music speaks for itself, as it always has done for me ;).

End of the show..nope I did not get to hugs any of them :P I did not any of their
autographs either, but I did get to shake Tay's hands when they left via the entrance
beside me:p And YES I did wash my hand when I went back and bathe that night :P
I AM NOT and refuse to be THAT kind of scary die-hard fan :P

Ahh...Hanson :) In a sense, watching them live is a dream come true, and yet also the end of a dream:P
A bit complicated to explain but then...

I know how it sounds absolutely ridiculous, but you know when you are a fan of someone,
you always imagine how will it be if you met them, what will you say to them, what will
they say to you, whether they will take an instant liking to you, marry you etc etc haha:P...

You always know that it is impossible, but then, you just keep dreaming, because you haven't
meet them yet:p

BUt then you do meet them, and none of what you imagined happens, and after that you can't dream
anymore because...it just doesn't happen:P

NOt that I am overly disappointed because of course imagination and daydreams are stii just that,
but well, like I said...when a dream comes true, it is also the death of that dream:P

Ahh...Hanson :)
If ony the world would give them half a chance, and hear what I hear... perhaps there
will be more blogs just like this :P

I HAVE to watch another Hanson show (hopefully with a better crowd:P), and in the meantime...
let's keep my fingers crossed that the next singer-songwriter that comes to our shores will
be a certain guy who shares my birthday called John Mayer ;)...Now THAT'S another person
I can write several blogs about:P....

Being a Hanson Fan is HARD!!!

(Written 4.32am 10/9/04)

If I had a list of "50 Things to Do Before I Die" , which I don't, buthypothethically speaking if I had one:P, one of the things that will befinitely on the list is "To Watch Hanson perform Live".

ANd I did it :).

I watched Hanson live in Hard Rock Cafe late last night.

The show leaves me with so many different feelings I dont even even know where to start.

BUt I think, I think I have to start with saying how hard it is to be a HAnson fan.

I get so much flak & ridicule for being a Hanson fan and being proud enough to say it.So so so much...It is so tiring to defend my musical choice and taste in music, and I get hurt and disappointed by it..well a lotof times.
In fact, it happened just hours before I watched the show.

I was having dinner with my fren and her girlfriends who went along to watch the show, and a bunch of guys came along to join us(because they wanted to say goodbye to one of the girls in the group who was leaving the next day after spending a few days in KL).

We were supposed to have dinner together, and when the guys arrived (they were late), the 1st thing out of the guy's mouth was :"Hanson meh?"

And well...it went on and went on the whole night..the guys teasing each other "so are you gonna join the girls watch Hanson" (*snicker snicker*),then one of them pretending to choke on his food at the mere mention of HAnson's name (maybe he really did choke, ugh he should have choked himself then!)I just kept quiet, I mean what can I do? I hardly know these people...

And that hurt.

And I thought it was absolutely mean and insensitive of them.I mean i don't even know them so who are they to joke about my musical tastes?And I didnt even ask them to watch the show..just because they wanted to spend timewith a certain girl in the group does not mean they are invited...gosh for all I care theycan just go and do their own thing, because I came to KL thinking only me & my said fren (meaning just 2 of us)will go wand watch the show...I did not expect a whole entourage of ppl,much less one that includes people as shallow-minded as them...

At one point, maybe one of the guy sensed my, uhm, frustration? at all the attacks...I guess, I don't know, and he said "Well, I will rather watch Hanson, at least they play music..Imagine if I went to watch 'NSync??!!! (sings) Bye Bye Bye..." (big guffaws)

At that point I felt like reminding the guy that saying NSync has since come out with the album "Pop"and that NSYnc has newer materials aside from Bye Bye Bye.

Not that i am a huge NSync fan, but my feeling is, who are these ppl to judge what kind of music is, I dunno, classy,good or bad? i mean before that one of the guys were raving :"Hey we HAVE to go watch Paul Van DYk in Zouk tomorrow,its once in a lifetime you know!", and in my heart I was practically screaming:" So why cant I say the same that watchingHanson is a once in a lifetime opportunity for me?"

*(Note: Paul Van Dyk is a famous DJ)

What makes YOUR choice more worthy and therefore, it is entirely understandable to spend a night listening to Paul Van Dyk & not Hanson??? I can accept that your a Paul Van Dyk fan & i hv no probs with your going to his show, and you don't see me teasing or egging other ppl for going to that show do you, so why do I as a HAnson fan get treated that way???

Why? Because Hanson is not the 'In" thing anymore and Paul Van Dyk is?Because everyone thinks they are so yesterday??? Well since when was Music, especially good music has been about being the "In" thing?

If you like someone or a certain type of music, just because its the "In" thing, then what's the point in that?I think its even an insult to the artiste and musician, cuz these ppl are working so hard on their craft so that theycan create music that will last the test of time, and yet ppl are comparing & judging & liking & not liking them, basedon what's in and what's not, and whether the artiste is in or not.

And wats with the Hanson=MMMbop=Fluff perception?

Does anyone knows what MMMBop the song was actually about?It wasnt some stupid song with no meaning, its a song bout "hold on to the ones who really care, cuz in the end they'llbe the only ones there"
..its actually a sweet song about cherishing relationships that you have, and always be willingto open your heart and minds to someone, anyone, not judging them because you never know what kindof wonderful friendship/relationship you will find with the least likeliets person ("Its a secret no one knows...")

Is that really fluff??

If it is, at least it's not the usual fluff of "I cant live without you" or "My fella's in the house andwe gonna get us some of them booty" typical song rite??? ANd its got a positive message too...

And YES, lyrically it might not be the most challenging or enlightening of songs, with clever play of words and such,but for crying our loud!!! The guys only had a COMBINATION age of 34 years when they wrote that song, what do youexpect??!! (Isaac was 14, Taylor was 11, Zac was 9...or were they younger?:P) That they were able to craft that song all by ther own (yes 100% self-penned) is amazing in itself...

ANd the thing is, no matter what our judgement is, people grow, and we need to give credit where its due, and stopgiving ridicule where its not needed.

Let's take NSync for example: ok, so maybe BYe Bye Bye was like a really commercialsong aimed at the teens market, and I didnt think much of NSync THEN, but later in the 'Pop"album they sang "Gone", which is harmonies-wise brilliant and the melody, well its sure different from other ballads rite,with the violin/ scratched record intro and subtle guitar playing?

The song did not convert me into an NSync fan. but I am not afraid to give them credit and say that they made a really good song there & I like that song, even thought i never thought much of them initially.

Its the same with Hanson. They have so so so many other songs beside MMMBop. "Penny & Me" and "Lost without each other", the 2 new singles from the new album "Underneath" are really infectious with great lyrics, so why cant people see past MMMBop and acknowledge that?Heck I bet there are tons of people who have heard "Penny & Me" and have bopped their heads to it, thought its a nice song butnever thought its a HAnson song (happened to a friend of mine)! Just because they have these prejudgements of them...

And the worst thing is, those people who make fun of Hanson, they never ever dare say Hanson is NOT talented, they only alwayslaugh at MMMBop and say what fluff it is...but they cant deny the fact that Hanson write, plays & sings their own songs (even produce now),so what? Is that the reason they keep making fun of them? SImply because they know Hanson IS talented but they would just ratherdie than admit it???

I'd like to think of myself as quite the music listener, I listen to whatever's popular on radio, so it's easy forme to notice changes and growth (or not) in artist's songs, simply because I just keep up with the newest music...so maybe it is easier for me to look beyond what the artist has done in the past and just make my opinions of them based on their present music...maybe its hard for other ppl to do these cuz they dont listen to as much music?
Maybe? BUt pls, all I am asking for is a certain amount of respect, and the freedom to chooseHanson as my favourite band without being laughed at, or thought less of...

It's all I am asking for...

It's all every Hanson fan asks for...

Friday, December 03, 2004

Sandals = Guys?

My strappy sandals broke today.
Again...another pair.
Looking back I think i broke what, 4 pairs already in less than 2 years?
ANd yet everytime, every single time I go back to buying strappy sandals.
I like how they look, and how they are comfortable and doesnt feel stifling on my feet...

Everytime I buy a new pair of strappy sandals, there will be a little nagging voice in my head
that wonders how long these sandals will last...so I wait and wait and wait...
and when nothing happens I am always so relieved that I have made the right choice,
and always glad that I have found myself a nice pair of sandals that will last me for some time.

And then it breaks.

Maybe, maybe my choice in sandals are just a reflection of my choice in guys.
Always the same look, and always, always, the moment I start feeling this could be good between us,
it breaks.

Either they turn out to be jerks who doesnt give a damn and straight away rejects you,
or they are indecisive fools who finally tells you they like you when the moment is SO over and
leaves it at that (I mean what the hell is that about? If you like me..so...? What happens
then? Why you just leave it at that??!!), or they are the kind that you love so much they end up being
your best friend or something, and when that happens you KNOW there is NEVER ever going to be a
relationship between you both, because the moment he sees you as their best friend, they stop
appreciating you.

I am serious.

When you are a guy's best girl friend, it means:
- It's ok for them to put you down in front of other friends
- It's ok for them to turn you into the topic of their jokes
- It's ok for them to refer your looks as the same benchmark for the term "ugly hag"
- It's ok for them to forget your birthday
- It's ok for them to refuse to acknowledge something nice that you have done for them,
instead they put it down on the "Of course I deserve this I am her best friend" excuse
- It's ok for them to be insensitive towards your feelings
- It's ok for them to make jokes about your flaws (Uhm...are you sure the pc is not working? Have you
tried turning on the switch? *big guffaws at what a brilliant joke this is*)

...and the worst thing is you're not expected to get angry or pissed because when that happens,
you're being "unsporting" and basically it's YOUR problem for not being able to take a joke,
not theirs for not being to tell a good joke.

When you are a guy's best girl friend you never get calls or sms from them, and if either of
you are gonna keep in touch or know what's happening with each other, you know that the responsibility
of picking up that phone is always always gonna fall on you.

Guys are like strappy sandals.

The moment you feel comfortable in the sandals, and you trust that the sandals won't let
you down in the long run, they DO...they break.

And you are left...with shoeless feet, and each time the sandals break it gets harder to walk...

But walk you do...and you go on getting the next pair of sandals, and hope and wish that...
...these pair of sandals won't break as easily as the last pair...

...because strappy sandals break, they do, they always do...

it's just a matter of when & where & how...